Emotions In Motion
Monday, 30 November 2009
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Currently
On the Verge of Collapsing
By Other Desert Cities
Walk With Me
see relatedIn the shadows of the morning sun;
In the shadows of the morning sun,
Won't you walk, won't you walk
With me.
In the twilights of the ocean stars;
In the twilights of the ocean stars,
Won't you walk, won't you walk
With me.
In the glowing of the heartless moon;
In the glowing of the heartless moon,
Won't you walk, won't you walk
With me.
In the stillness of the midnight air;
In the stillness of the midnight air,
Won't you walk, won't you walk
With me.
You didn't have to push me aside. I hurt just like you...
Wednesday, 25 November 2009
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Whoa. It's been a while since I updated. Suppose I've been lacking the motivation to blog. Hmmm. Well, since holidays are here, and I'm ever so jobless, for now, since I secured work part time at a nearby clinic (Yes. Apparently, Jeremy Chor has been exposed to the working world. I'll continue while you attempt to absorb that.), I've decided to crap on some more. :D
Work starts on the 1st of December, but I'll be away for the Angkor Wat Marathon on the next day. Coming back on the 8th to celebrate the first year anniversary of our relationship the following day. Hope work doesn't get in the way. Post exams were crap as usual. I'm useless during that period of time evey year. So anyway, I've started my own training programme with the WMS people. That's Sunday mornings 8-9am. If you're interested, you're more than welcome to join me and Joshua.
Aside from getting a part time job, I've also planned to back up on my studies. Failed 7 subjects for last term. NOT GOOD AT ALL! Since my history's useless and my Moral's... Well, yeah... I'm gonna work on my Add Math, and sharpen my Chemistry, Biology and Physics. So far, I haven't really been working on anything. It's been FIFA 10 the whole holidays so far. Crickey. I've just been in love with the game. Started with Barcelona. Totally reformated the entire team. Only kept a certain few players. Puyol, Pique, Messi, Xavi and Iniesta. The rest have been shipped out and replaced.
And well, things haven't really been good at home. Mum's constantly losing her head and all. I can't really take anymore. She's been so controlling and I haven't been allowed much freedom. Yes, I still get to go on outings here and there, but she must really get over the fact that she and dad are divorced, even if he's seeing another woman. She constantly takes out her frustrations on me. Sometimes, I consider leaving this place and just... Live by myself. The divorce has turned her cold and bitter. She had tried to chase Timur out of my life and it caused a lot of breaking points in the household relationships. It all mended on false pretense when I led her on to believe that my relationship with Timur was over. But she still continues her endless rants and emotional abuse. I have college to live through, not to mention medical school as I still aspire to be a paediatrician. With all the funding required, I still need financial support which, no doubt, has to come from her. Or my father, but since he's adamant in keeping his money in his pockets, mum'll have to do the dirty work in raising me up. I'd rather be cut loose and be independant. Live on my own. Free of her ridiculous, unrational restrictions. Live my life the way I want to. Sigh. Well, since I've planned to return to England to acquire my medical degree, I shall accept British citizenship to escape from all this. Since I'm born there, that option is wide open to me. But... These decisions are made for the sake of my realtionship. Hopefully, I can live up to it. For now, I'm gonna have to work hard. With Timur and Kara as my motivation...
Thursday, 20 August 2009
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Just WATCH this man run!
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Absolutely STUNNING! From 9.69 to 9.58. 0.11 seconds off his own record. I'm a distant 11.18 from this man. God knows how far Bolt can push the human limits. He's SUPERHUMAN!
And to spice things up even more, he'll be going for his own 200m record. This race shows you just how dominant he is in the sprints. He slows down when approaching the finish but still clocks 20.41 seconds. Malaysia's record for the 200m sprints is 20.9. F-U-C-K!
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And what more would a world record breaker need more than his trusted pair of spikes?
At 149 grams, Yaams are one of the world’s lightest power sprint spikes. The design of the shoe was inspired by the art of Jeff Koons. A carbon plate, transfused directly into the spike, make it light and powerful and provides the “engine” of the spike. The orange colour was chosen specifically to contrast with Berlin’s signature blue track. The Yaam (pronounced yom), the sprint spike created exclusively for Usain Bolt to run the Berlin World Championships.
Best part is, holidays are coming up. Yaam hunting will definitely be on my to-do list. SEXAY! X)
In other news... Darling's sickeningly (does this word exist?) worried about PMR. All her worry's piling off-the-scale pressure on her to perform. She doesn't need this, but I'll be there for her to take all the shots I can. She'll need all the peace she can get. I've faith in her to perform well. She can work wonders. Why not now? :)
Tuesday, 21 July 2009
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I realized my blog is not half dead, but just... DEAD. Poor thing. :( OH WELL!
Loads of things have been going on. There's 30-Hour Famine to talk about. THAT was HEAPS of fun! GROUP 6!!! =D
We won the "Most Sporting" award. ROCK ON, ASSES! X)
And THEN, there was concert. I thought it was... Well, it wasn't great. Madam Matthews claims that there was an offer for us to perform at Istana Budaya or the sort. But heck. I thought it deserved a MERIT. No offense to the actors and dancers and such. But I reckon it was down to the management of it all. And seriously. Puteri Gunung Ledang? PLEASE LA! ==
So looking ahead, there's MCKL Games Carnival coming next week. Looking forward to it. Whole new team from the one we sent out 2 years ago. Jon's no longer around. Neither is Colin and the evergreen Chris, who's sadly taken his talent abroad. But we'll be going with hopes high and boots ready to do the talking. X) Our team: Rajveer, Amir, Qing Wei, Wei Jun, Si Ven, Prime and myself. Notable talent and near-perfect team chemistry. We're ready to stamp our mark. WATCH OUT, CONTENDERS!
That aside, we've also a potential match-up against Keith Lester. Shan't write much about it. he's ALWAYS been a waste of time anyway. X)
DARLING'S birthday is coming soon too! She insisted on spending it with me. So... Fuck the rest la. I'm coming for you, baby. X)
That's about it. Shall try to update more often. And Caitlin, I'm still alive. ;)
Sunday, 31 May 2009
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Well, most of you might not know. But I'm grounded as of now. SHIT! I can't really type anything vulgar now. Jourdyn's with me. Crap this. JUST when I needed to let all this frustration out. =(
6th month's coming up. How am I gonna spend it with her? I need to attend a weighing to officials can fit me into a category for SUKMA qualifiers on the 10th. Sigh. I really miss her. Jourdyn's repeating everything I'm typing. I'm gonna type this out to tell her to shut up. She just repeated that. Bloody idiot. X)
Hmmm. Friday wasn't enough. I need to be in her arms and just stay there. I'm needing her more than ever. And she's not here. Or rather I'm not there. Either way, it's such a bad time for us. We're doing okay but we're craving for each other so bad. I'll find us a way baby. I promise you. One day, we'd never have to say goodbye.
Monday, 20 April 2009
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Currently
When You Tell Me That You Love Me
By Diana Ross
When You Tell Me That You Love Me
see relatedWhen You Tell Me That You Love Me...
I listened to this song, and I couldn't stop crying. The song reminds me strongly of you, and how much you mean to me. I only wish I'm just as much to you as you are to me.I wanna call the stars
Down from the sky;
I wanna live a day
That never dies;
I wanna change the world
Only for you.
All the impossible
I wanna do.
I wanna hold you close
Under the rain;
I wanna kiss your smile
And feel the pain;
I know what's beautiful
Looking at you;
In a world of lies
You are the truth.
And baby,
Everytime you touch me
I become a hero,
I'll make you safe
No matter where you are
And bring you
Everything you ask for
Nothing is above me
I'm shining like a candle
In the dark
When you tell me that you love me
I wanna make you see
Just what I was;
Show you the loneliness
And what it does;
You came into my life
To stop my tears;
Everything's easy now
I have you here.
Everytime you touch me
I become a hero;
I'll make you safe
No matter where you are
And bring you
Everything you ask for;
Nothing is above me
I'm shining like a candle
In the dark
When you tell me that you love me.
In a world without you,
I will always hunger.
All I need is your love
To make me stronger. -
Have I got news for you. Hehe! RED HOUSE HAVE SECURED SECOND PLACE! It was definitely difficult, coaching them. A whole lot of headache and heartache in the process. But to see us climb from last place to challenge the winners, Blue House, really moved me. Congrats to the Form Ones who won the Best Form Award whilst the Form Fours, winners for 3 years running, had our run cut short by the Blue House.
But hey. Look on the bright side: It is the beginning of the revival of the Reds. We still retained the 100m relay medal that the dream team had been winning for four years in a row. Zhi Yang, Xian Yang, Christopher and myself have proven once again that we are a force to be reckoned with. And my timing of 11.18 seconds for the 100m event set a record for the fastest Wesleyan to ever grace the track (syok sendiri ^^). Also secured gold for the 400m event while earlier winning gold for the long jump. That makes it 4 gold out of 4 events for me. My achievements helped me win the Champion athlete for Form Four.
So you think I'm happy. I'm high and in a party mood. Well, I'm NOT. My past mistakes are back to haunt me and now, there's so much more at stake. It's hanging by a thread and I don't know if we'll fall. If you can hear me now, which I know you can, just PLEASE. Let the past be past. I know I'm not the perfect guy. But you'll always be the perfect girl for me. I know you can't trust me as easily anymore, but know this: I will do ANYTHING it takes for me to win your trust back. I am PASSIONATE about keeping this relatiosnhip working out well. I could be the most hated guy anyone's ever known, but as long as you're happy, as long as WE'RE happy, nothing else matters. Because in this imperfect world, you're the most perfect person and I'm just so LUCKY to have you. You're the one person who can make or break me. And as of now, I will be a better person. Not for me, but for you, for US. Because you're WORTH changing for. My love for you is stronger than ever, and I'm needing you more than I ever have. Please, just... Please.
Monday, 30 March 2009
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Kenneth wanted the update. Fatty has been reminding me to update my blog for the past week or so. And he sits besides me. Gonna put an end to my misery. WHEE! :D
So far... Nothing big has been happening. Won gold for long jump in school. 5.42m was my distance. Joshua Low, fellow triple jumper, took silver with a 5.29 attempt. All in all, a good medal haul. Red fell back to last place in the standings. For the past week, we've stayed outside the bottom with fairly good performances. Yong Hui did us good by winning us gold in high jump, beating heavy favourite Tzer Chyuan in the process. Some Eric person also beat Jonas to gold in form 1 long jump. And with boys' high jump coming up, Joshua and Zhi Yang, earning themselves good reputations in the event, will definitely enter the finals as strong favourites. OH! And good luck to Zhuo Wei in his record breaking attempt at the high jump event. He's aiming for a 165cm finish. High hopes indeed. ;)
Seeing that my form of runners are in top gear and ready for a sweep of medals again, it's down to the other athletes to step up to the occassion. So far, the form ones have shown promise. A certain Vincent person can keep up with me in the sprints. Really impressive. And overall, the attitude of the boys in training have been somewhat satisfactory, though their discipline is absolutely DISGUSTING!
And from my point of view, unjaundiced, unprejudiced, the girls need to be more competitive. Their lack of discipline and focus in their training could very well be our undoing. I've been doing whatever I possibly can to raise the spirits in the training camp. Only the boys seem to reacting posivitively to my support, but the girls have, what I think is, a lack of confidence. And their unwillingness to cooperate to my training techniques have done nothing but piss the shit out of me. I can't lie. I felt like pointing a gun at them to get them to do it, if it was the only way to get them moving.
And so starts my attempt to jumpstart our campaign back into track, and to revive our hopes of regaining top spot at the standings. Our attempt starts with the tug-of-war. No expectations. But I appeal to the march past and the gymrama teams to give it their all to help the athletes gain the points. We can't do it alone. :)
BUCK UP PEOPLE! THE END IS 'NIGH! WE'LL PULL THIS SHIT OFF! Just do the shit I ask you to do. Don't be a smartass and ask me how many times. YOU FUCKING WELL GET GOING AND DO IT!!!
Friday, 13 March 2009
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Another day in the goal scoring business. And business was good. ;)
After school today, followed the guys to futsal by the train as usual. McD's was PACKED today. So we opted for Burger King instead. Jon started cracking up hilarious jokes from the ads we noticed there. Like the one we saw at the counter. "Recommended for 3 people". We started thinking wrongly. Only natural to us. Heehee! =D
So we made 3 teams today. Played the usual race-to-2 rotation system.
-Team 1(Cum brothers) Don't ask. We were random. XD
Phang Yew Sing, Low Jia Sheng, Hiew Khye Ern, Leong Sek Wai and myself.
-Team 2(417 Connection)
Stan, Lim Qing Wei, Christopher Lim, Yap Yeng Kit, Benjamin Chu
-Team 3(All Stars)
Jon Wong, Wong Yuan Sing, Ng Kheng Yew, Jonas and Caleb
During the first game, Team 1 vs Team 2, I realized that Jia Sheng was the only one that could link up with me, though still having to learn a lot about football. Sorry mate. X) Everyone else were rarely exposed to futsal, so you could say our team was the worst, only having the safe hands of Phang Yew Sing. But we were no pushovers. In the match, we defended as a unit, but Sek Wait and Khye Ern still managed brilliantly without Jia Sheng and I who were occasionally commiting forward. Qing Wei and Christopher were the obvious threats but Yeng Kit was giving us handfuls as well. Yew Sing was called into action a few times and responded well to save shots. He was fast to launch long balls towards me whenever he spots my run or hears my call. And our breakthrough came from that route. Saving from close range, he got up and gave a throw towards my position on the left. Cutting in, I attempted a pass to Jia Sheng, only for Yeng Kit to intercept it. As he cleared it, the huge Benjamin blocked it for the ball to fall into my path. As they spotted this, Jia Sheng made a run that distracted them. This resulted in them allowing me time and space to pick a spot. I gave a try and the ball hit the top corner, Stan rooted to the spot. Goal 1.
I had continued bombarding Stan with shots that he responded to somewhat excellently. And then, like how the first goal started, it did with another throw from Yew Sing. Only this time, they threw everything forward, leaving the final third as empty as... Anything. XD Again, he smothered a shot and launched a long throw towards me on the right. One-on-one with Stan, with Jia Sheng up with me, I cut it in towards my left before finishing with the outside of my boot, sliding under the arm of Stan. Goal 2.
A change of teams meant I was up against the cream of the crop that day. Before we managed to gain a foothold of the match, there were worrying signs in our defence. Sek Wai and Khye Ern were clearly struggling to keep the pace and creativity of Jon Wong contained. As they get sucked onto him, it often left Yuan Sing and Kheng Yew the space they need to operate, with Jonas occasionally joining the mix. Worrying indeed. But we did carve out chances of our own, using my pace to get beyond Yuan Sing and working hard to keep up with Jon in an effort to close him down. Yew Sing was also doing well, coping with the pressure they were forcing on us. But our patience paid off. As we hit them on the counter attack, I managed to skip past Yuan Sing but a reckless challenge from Kheng Yew gave away a free kick. I originally took it early, scoring as they were preparing to face it. But I agreed to retake it. On the left, with little of the near post in sight, the wall blocking what was left of the goal, I decided to power it into the top corner of the near post. And well, it paid off. =D Goal 3.
The fourth goal came soon after the third. They kicked off, passing it to Jonas. Jia Sheng and I closed him down, but he kept his head and passed to Yuan Sing. As I closed HIM down, I forced a mistake out of him, dispossesed him on the left, and raced towards Caleb in goal. As I steadied myself to take the shot, Yuan Sing tried dispossesing me. Holding him up, I noticed Caleb's wide stance and took aim. Unleashed a shot with the outside of my boot. OLE! My favourite goal of the day. Goal 4.
This time, Team 2 had come back with a more commanding aspect of their play, with Yeng Kit getting really threating. He scored early on in the game. Fatigue was setting in on us. Straight from the restart, we held on to possesion in the attacking third and when there came a pass from Jia Sheng from the left, I let the ball roll across me, thus wrongfooting Benjamin, took another touch to bring it away from Christopher, and then sidefooted a curling shot from range that dumbfounded Stan into the roof of the net. Goal 5.
We went on to lose that game. I sat out the rest of futsal. Too tired. But I was fairly satisfied with my performance. Playing splitting passes towards my teammates and making blocks and tackles. Overall, I SHOULD be happy. HEHE!
Chatting with Desmond now. HILARIOUS!Desmond 'Ice' Varo says:
no bad words pls kid
Jeremy Chor: Taking The World By Storm says:
WHAT?!
Desmond 'Ice' Varo says:
be polite
Jeremy Chor: Taking The World By Storm says:
some country
Desmond 'Ice' Varo says:
SON DO YOU HAVE ANY IDEA WHO YOU'RE TALKING TO
Jeremy Chor: Taking The World By Storm says:
Erm
Jeremy Chor: Taking The World By Storm says:
maybe?
Jeremy Chor: Taking The World By Storm says:
my cousin?
Jeremy Chor: Taking The World By Storm says:
HEEHEE
Desmond 'Ice' Varo says:
CLOSE
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I'M YOUR ELDER COUSIN
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THAT MEANS
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YOU
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RESPECT
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ME
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ARE WE CLEAR
Desmond 'Ice' Varo says:
WHEN I SAY JUMP YOU DON'T BE A SMARTASS AND ASK HOW HIGH
Desmond 'Ice' Varo says:
YOU FUCKING JUMP
Desmond 'Ice' Varo says:
THE POINT IS
Desmond 'Ice' Varo says:
if you or your brother have any sort of problem, situation, whatever
Desmond 'Ice' Varo says:
do not hesistate to call me/sms me/msn me
Desmond 'Ice' Varo says:
after all you're family to me brah
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and most probably the problems you had/will have
Desmond 'Ice' Varo says:
i would have had it myself
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or had experience dealing with things
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so yeah
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don't hesitate man
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even if i was in a date
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i'll be like
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HEY GIRL I GOTTA GO MY COUSIN JC IS CALLING
Jeremy Chor: Taking The World By Storm says:
HAHAHA
Desmond 'Ice' Varo says:
of course it works best if
Desmond 'Ice' Varo says:
we were having dinner
Desmond 'Ice' Varo says:
then she'd have to pay the bill
Jeremy Chor: Taking The World By Storm says:
HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHASEE YA AROUND! AND HAPPY HOLIDAYS! JOGA BONITO! =D
Thursday, 12 March 2009
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Currently
So Wrong, It's Right
By All Time Low
Dear Maria, Count Me In
see relatedSprints are done. And so are exams. Both are DISAPPOINTING! >.< Start with the sprints.
-Managed to qualify for the finals. First to last place were separated by 0.8 seconds. And apparently, I finished at 11.9 seconds. And with that time, I secured 4th. But the controversial thing is, 5th and 6th place ALSO finished with that time. Somehow, I grabbed the final qualifying spot. WHEE!! =D Well, in the final itself, I improved by 0.1 seconds, but managed second last. =.=
-Our relay team was hit by unexpected news that our best runner was unavailable due to illness. Having to find a replacement, we called on Zhuo Wei to deliver. He did perfect, but we were outclassed by our opponents. We managed 5th with 46.1 seconds, with more controversy as we equalled the time set by the fourth placed team.
-Lazy to talk about exams. Lets just say Biology was best. Surprisingly. =D
And I've been hooked on Dear Mari, Count Me In by All Time Low.I got your picture
I'm coming with you
Dear Maria, count me in
There's a story at the bottom of this bottle
And I'm the pen
When the lights go off
I wanna watch the way you
Take the stage by storm
The way you wrap those boys around your finger
Go on and play the leader
'Cause you know it's what you're good at
The low road for the fast track
Make every second last
'Cause I got your picture
I'm coming with you
Dear Maria, count me in
There's a story at the bottom of this bottle
And I'm the pen
Make it count when I'm the one
Who's selling you out
'Cause it feels like stealing hearts
Calling your name from the crowd
Then in the field you'll be the show girl of the home team
I'll be the narrator
Telling another tale of the American dream
I see your name in lights
We can make you a star
Girl, we'll take the world by storm
It isn't that hard
'Cause I got your picture
I'm coming with you
Dear Maria, count me in
There's a story at the bottom of this bottle
And I'm the pen
Make it count when I'm the one
Who's selling you out
'Cause it feels like stealing hearts
Calling your name from the crowd
Whoa...
Ha ha..
Take a breath, don't it sound so easy
Never had a doubt
Now I'm going crazy watching from the floor
Take a breath and let the rest come easy
Never settle down
'Cause the cash flow leaves me always wanting more
'Cause I got your picture
I'm coming with you
Dear Maria, count me in
There's a story at the bottom of this bottle
And I'm the pen
Make it count when I'm the one
Who's selling you out
'Cause it feels like stealing hearts
Calling your name from the crowd
'Cause I got your picture
I'm coming with you
Dear Maria, count me in
There's a story at the bottom of this bottleOh. And just ONE more thing: PISS THE HELL OFF, FUCK FACE! I don't know WHY you keep coming back to haunt me, but the next time you break me, I SWEAR, I'll punch your TEETH DOWN YOUR MOTHERFUCKING THROAT, you UGLY SLUT!
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- Name: Jeremy
- Birthday: 7/26/1993
- Gender: Male
- Member Since: 7/8/2007
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Optimistic. Competitive. Rebellious. Hard, rock solid on the outside, soft, fragile on the inside. All for one/ one for all? I pick the latter. Nevermind what they say about you. Be someone NOBODY can be. ^^ Every team needs a hero. Don't wait. Be what you wanna be before someone beats you to it. GOD IS GREAT! My rock, my shelter, but most of all, my FATHER IN HEAVEN! =D Show others you care. Give unconditionally. Share your love with the world. =] Rise up and be a CHAMPION! You don't live forever, so make your stand... Don't say something to someone in your anger. You'll live to regret it later. Life's already full of regrets. No need for more. BOYS LIKE GILRS!!! ARSENAL!!! F50!!!
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