Whoa. It's been a while since I updated. Suppose I've been lacking the motivation to blog. Hmmm. Well, since holidays are here, and I'm ever so jobless, for now, since I secured work part time at a nearby clinic (Yes. Apparently, Jeremy Chor has been exposed to the working world. I'll continue while you attempt to absorb that.), I've decided to crap on some more. :D
Work starts on the 1st of December, but I'll be away for the Angkor Wat Marathon on the next day. Coming back on the 8th to celebrate the first year anniversary of our relationship the following day. Hope work doesn't get in the way. Post exams were crap as usual. I'm useless during that period of time evey year. So anyway, I've started my own training programme with the WMS people. That's Sunday mornings 8-9am. If you're interested, you're more than welcome to join me and Joshua.
Aside from getting a part time job, I've also planned to back up on my studies. Failed 7 subjects for last term. NOT GOOD AT ALL! Since my history's useless and my Moral's... Well, yeah... I'm gonna work on my Add Math, and sharpen my Chemistry, Biology and Physics. So far, I haven't really been working on anything. It's been FIFA 10 the whole holidays so far. Crickey. I've just been in love with the game. Started with Barcelona. Totally reformated the entire team. Only kept a certain few players. Puyol, Pique, Messi, Xavi and Iniesta. The rest have been shipped out and replaced.
And well, things haven't really been good at home. Mum's constantly losing her head and all. I can't really take anymore. She's been so controlling and I haven't been allowed much freedom. Yes, I still get to go on outings here and there, but she must really get over the fact that she and dad are divorced, even if he's seeing another woman. She constantly takes out her frustrations on me. Sometimes, I consider leaving this place and just... Live by myself. The divorce has turned her cold and bitter. She had tried to chase Timur out of my life and it caused a lot of breaking points in the household relationships. It all mended on false pretense when I led her on to believe that my relationship with Timur was over. But she still continues her endless rants and emotional abuse. I have college to live through, not to mention medical school as I still aspire to be a paediatrician. With all the funding required, I still need financial support which, no doubt, has to come from her. Or my father, but since he's adamant in keeping his money in his pockets, mum'll have to do the dirty work in raising me up. I'd rather be cut loose and be independant. Live on my own. Free of her ridiculous, unrational restrictions. Live my life the way I want to. Sigh. Well, since I've planned to return to England to acquire my medical degree, I shall accept British citizenship to escape from all this. Since I'm born there, that option is wide open to me. But... These decisions are made for the sake of my realtionship. Hopefully, I can live up to it. For now, I'm gonna have to work hard. With Timur and Kara as my motivation...
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